Sometimes I Do Hate My Life

I don't understand why, just because I have nothing to do N free, means u can just throw all your stuffs n let me do it. Ok, its nt tht I am being unhelpful. It's just tht sumtimes the stuff u ask us 2 do really piss me off. If u wanna balance work and family stuff, then do it properly. Dont just because u wanna work, then u can dump all ur other stuffs to others. Its freaking irritating, u know? ya, I know I should help u willingly since I am your daughter.But, does tht mean I must follow everywords u say? Its freaking irritating. I have my own life for goodness sake. I know u mean good. U trying to create a better future for us and not wanting us to be in the same state as yours. But, hello, excuse me, even though we still young, bt i thnk we knw what we r doing. Please, stop controlling me. I 'm going crazy. Let me do what I wanna do. Hard-method doesn't work on me. I jolly well knw what I wanna do. Even if I may do wrng, let me regret it myself as I choose my own path. I do not wish to have any regrets coz of someone deciding my own life. Of course, u may still give advices and comments, but I can choose not to listen. I am not being stubborn, or whatsoever. But sumtimes, Its really bother me. Futher more, u r undecisive abt ur decisions. SO tell me, can I really follow u? I aint trying to be unfilial here. I am just voicing out my unhapiness. Seriously, I hate myself in this state. I trying to balance my emotions, and some other stuffs. Can u just let me have a break?